Deppressing

I thought I liked pets

until its 3 am

on a school night

and the cat won't stop...

I usually compare myself to blue rivers, rocky mountain ranges, or a free black winged bird…

But...

You lied.

You lied when you said we'd always be together.

You lied when laid together at...

Is man here
Or is beast
Like mosquitoes on the flesh
Walking behind you
...

I feel so happy and warm inside sometimes,

When I think of you each night and day,

And when...

My dreams have vanished into the cold air

People are attempting to talk to me and I don't really...

The blue mountains through the window seem grey...
The sky isn't weeping, but I am today...
...

These tears they shed a thousands words. My heart aches. Oh, how much it hurts. You were here but not for...

And again she fell.
Hitting the ground twice, she lost her breath.
And the grass was a...

Today, again, I missed you.

But the pain and the truth are true.

I still feel your hand in...

The rain is falling

On my skin

The rain is falling

The droplets beating on my...

I see myself falling from a height so far up...
I feel myself hitting the dark water below......

I feel blank .
No emotion has swept me through.
Like a sky colored grey, no sun, no rain....

My loneliness it builds until I am tight like a balloon filled with helium,
It's gaudy brightness...

You say you're depressed

You're depressed i hear you say,...

The morning light slinks in and the darkness creeps away Leaving a soft glow and stillness so quiet, that...

It's the feeling you get when you know you're second best.
It's the cloud in the sky, when the sun...