Deppressing

I am slowly drifting from the land called joy
My feet can no longer touch the sand called hope...

Smoking crack
Numb lips
Life is wack
I'm in a trip

Snorting pills
...

A Solitary Soul
J. Allen Hewitt

Looking back...where is the light?
A wasting away of...

With no remorse, with no grievance,

In we charged without defiance.

Our innerself consumed...

A glance, that's all it took to fall so deep into him. Days spent with him were like watching the sunset...

Upon this day I realise,
How truths were never told.
And amongst the darkness, I surrender,...

Why can't I learn to love myself

Why can't I see I'm worth more

Why can't I just get on...

Whywhy is a good question it makes you think

when is a good question because than you can suspect...

You said I look pretty without my lipstick, you said I look even more beautiful without my make up.
...

just when i thought there where no more tears to shed i feel them take the worn path down my cheeks where...

I could smell the scent of cigarettes on your breath

but I hung on like death in hopes that you...

I see a girl. Walking alone. Wearing an emotionless mask. but her eyes full of pain and sadness. She has no...

Me primate chronological adolescent age evinced flood gates
bursting viz dickensian fleshy prickly...

Just coming home from school,

Asking mum if I can go to the pool

I stop and stare at what I...

Why am I even here? What would happen if I decided to disappear? No one really cares about me. They don't...

Too damn sad

To care about myself

Books on the bookshelf

All marked with mystery...

Life will sting you if you aren't looking
Can you smell what reality's cooking
Once you try...