Depression

Here I sit with gloom in my eyes
Here I sit my heart in my stomach
Here I sit losing my mind...

The waters edge

deep, cold

tormented thoughts

I love you

you promised...

Mom I lied, I tried and Cried,

The dope it had me, when you died.

I can not think about...

Before the truck struck our car,

and you my love, flew so far,

your lifeless body, on...

Maybe next year Christmas will be better,

Mom cried so much when she read dads last letter....

Pupils pin
eyes roll back,
your body shakes
it needs the smack.
Your mind it...

Help you say?

you are beyond help

beyond sanity

beyond the realm of light...

Rescinded feathers of gold,

ostracized from above,

thriving on macerated souls....

The howl of voices have left my head,

they are now residing under my bed.

In the deep of...

Dark clouded thoughts are dashing round in my head

Should I end it all – would I be better off dead...

The pain, the hurt, the misery
The non stop existence of each within me.

From day to day, i...

Dar kness covers me,

suffocating me like a thick black tarp.

I gasp for air

as the...

Like a curdled glass of milk... Sour to the taste
Why did it all go wrong? Those years gone to waste...

There are those who try to comprehend everything,

But they can't.

Some try to fit in...

I Think its time for me to go,
I've got nothing left to show,
I've run out of things to give...

Beautiful memories
Distorted with time
Bitterness took over
A once healthy mind...

Depression comes in many forms

who feels it knows its woes

in a world of pressured...