Hurt

Suffocating in my own skin
wishing to be something more
or even something less than what I am...

Anger over comes me
Screaming out of frustration
Feeling insecure
Helplessly lost...

Her young heart gripped by hate,

Tears stream as she questions fate,

A boy's decisions...

the set of eyes on me

are not soft nor happy

but lustful and angry

before i knew...

the men who dance

they scare me the way they dance

it is not beautiful it is not graceful...

What is the definition of a father?

Is a father someone that's not there for you when you cry?...

I am invisible – but yet he can see

He comes in from work – but he doesn’t see me.

He asks...

Yes, I did,
I took my pills.
Like a good kid
Obeyed them all.
I slept last...

Walking, running, skipping, jumping-

Reading, singing, talking, laughing-

Parents, siblings...

I know that I keep pushing you away.

I probably always will.

It's all I've ever known to do...

I don’t wanna go to sleep tonight so you can haunt my dreams.

You have already stolen my thoughts...

In my dreams,
I make my own freedom,
slice by slice,
piece by piece,
I earn...

O piteous cry in the night
A lonesome soft howl
Another wolf lost from the pack
...

This ancient question,
asked so often,
over so many years,
for no real reason,
...

With Resentful hatred,
for myself,
for my weak heart,
I wish,
I beg,
to...

Dark thoughts,
guarded by dark angels,
held tight,
hidden from sight,
put away...