Illness

My toxicity
I want you to breathe me in
Take me in your skin

Ah, don´t wear my pain like a necklace
Don´t mistake wails for music
You´re all so innocently...

There are a number of intricate possibilities
Invading my cranium
A moving vision of...

Rest in peace on hallowed ground
In a sea of flowers all around
A lingering pain; my dear...

Is it a crime,
wishing to die.
Not remembering the time,
nor it's reason,
the...

I remember the times, whenever you shined bright
telling all the people around...
that you...

The metropolis of pain,
Unlike the bricks & mortar of built up cities.
It's populated...

When you first catch it, that is when you first notice it
Your head may ache,
Your chest will...

One day I died,
But didn't leave.
Lupus had taken my air & had stolen my heartbeats,...

Her Lily friend is white and mellow
Her Daisy friend is kind and yellow
Her Tulip friend is...

17/05/2021
Incarcerated within this forsaken body

Burning furies inside of me.
...

17/05/2021
What do you see,
When you look upon me?

What do you see,
When you...

I hide it well

It started when my 7 year old son was diagnosed with adhd/odd,
You have no...

This nasty disease we all refer to as the big C,
Cunt it what the letter C really means to me,...

it will be April again
it will be spring again
there will be a new beginning
although...

The smell of freshness,
Bright, shining with cleanliness,
Germs don't stand a chance,
...

People say I'm crazy.
But I haven't the time.
What time is it?
Been living down here...