Illness

This pain is so loud I feel like I’m supporting a mental crowd .
Frown to frown as my world goes...

Not one the same the print is always different
Some long some short some unknown
These hands...

The hands on the clock stood still,
the essence of time faded,
Transfixed
He gazed at...

I sometimes imagine my whole world turning inside out so that I would be free to shine.
A death I...

Trapped
Locked
Forbidden
Hated

Don't
you
dare
speak...

Inhale, Exhale
Deep, long, easy and calm
In Out
In Out
In Out
In HOLD...

My toxicity
I want you to breathe me in
Take me in your skin

Ah, don´t wear my pain like a necklace
Don´t mistake wails for music
You´re all so innocently...

There are a number of intricate possibilities
Invading my cranium
A moving vision of...

Rest in peace on hallowed ground
In a sea of flowers all around
A lingering pain; my dear...

Is it a crime,
wishing to die.
Not remembering the time,
nor it's reason,
the...

I remember the times, whenever you shined bright
telling all the people around...
that you...

The metropolis of pain,
Unlike the bricks & mortar of built up cities.
It's populated...

When you first catch it, that is when you first notice it
Your head may ache,
Your chest will...

One day I died,
But didn't leave.
Lupus had taken my air & had stolen my heartbeats,...

Her Lily friend is white and mellow
Her Daisy friend is kind and yellow
Her Tulip friend is...

17/05/2021
Incarcerated within this forsaken body

Burning furies inside of me.
...