Lonely

i can’t even if i try,
to explain the feelings that i hide
how can i tell you that i love...

As the day comes my watch starts to die,the breeze keeps getting colder while my lips start to dry,i pull...

Long have I waited to say I love you;
Until my heart couldn't be fooled.

Long have I waited...

They say it comes... Once a year...
So why do we suffer... Three months of Xmas fear...
...

Everyone's leaving
I'm left behind
The people I care about
Are no longer by my side...

Silently, I sit
My heart beating with each tick of the clock, and although
The sun is shining...

tear out the stolen soul
euthanized slow against the last fight of breath
display in cold...

Do you see me?
No? That's no surprise,
As no one does,
Which makes me cry.

I...

I slept soundly for hours and dreamt sweetly..innocently
I tossed and struggled
For...

woke up wrestling ,weeping,
sticky crimson life ,heaped against a web of flushed rock
beaten...

We loved

like

70 year olds

when

we were

15

There’s a tattoo on my arm
that doesn’t remind me of you,
because it reminds me of me,...

You bake me
from the inside out,
and I don’t even care. ‘
I met you seven years ago....

I see you through frosted window
I see you happy in your family home
From the outside it's...

You covered in a veil of white,
You and me dancing,
on clouds of love.

A dream that...

Loneliness is a word rooted in emptiness, in darkness, in me. When I write about it, it swirls off the page...

Made me trade my life on your skin
breathe in the musky sin
leave the traces from these lips...