Lonely

I don’t want to talk
I can’t even open my mouth
It’s not that I am dumb
Or that I have...

This table seems empty
Without you sitting here
You're dancing with her
And I can see...

I loved you
as we sailed down the road
where you perpetually piss me off
for days...

Time passes and worlds fall apart.
Loves grow and die, feelings change.
We look the same but...

You think I don't reach out. You think I'm afraid. Little do you know I'm not crying because you yelled at...

You are not alone.
Not now, not ever.

You are not alone.
I will be here forever....

Empty thoughts and no decisions
How did I get to this position?
Wandering around,
...

You never saw the tears I cried
The thoughts that kept me awake at night
The good stuff I...

Kept in unholy silence
ocean in its quiet strangulation
rocks the searching wooden hull in...

He lies around the distant word, Lonesomeness
Attracting eaten curse
handspring twists in...

in the doorway where they washed in blood and sewn sail
scratched lovers names ,and then impaled...

Poised above the Gates of Hell ,surveying the monstrous pit of eternal damnation…
Yet…melancholic,...

Not even a drift of a thought about suicide ever does occur but
The desire to simply pass away,...

Strange i cannot sleep ,without the music that you kept
and memories strung like Christmas cards...

The misting of early morning
Catches a chill in the autumn air.
Even the solitary sounds...

No, I cannot write the saddest line tonight.
My emotions are obsolete
Do I need to prove?...