Loss

I keep holding on
I can't seem to let go
It must be a bad dream
But somehow, I know...

My precious Angel Nico 7-26-01 to 2-16-15

Since that fateful night fifty months ago, when you had...

That ocean blue dress she wore
the night her heart caught fire
reduced to a crumbled sorrow...

Having a baby unlocks a love your heart never knew was missing
Having a baby die unlocks a pain my...

Yesterday morning you laid to rest...

You kissed me Good bye and thanked me for the wonderful life...

Blooming daises maple trees,
from this world you are free.
Worlds best hugs and softest voice...

I know you think of me often, as often as you should, I feel your thoughts come flowing up, they drench me...

“It’s Crying Time Again”, our Angel, eight a.m. on Saturday morn;
The hour of the week we’re always...

Hungover hanging from the branch
nearest the burning sun
broken down where the gutters swear...

im walking in the concrete while it's wet
because I need to see where my life should be set
...

All I could do was promise I’d try
But at the end of the day, I don’t know why
I let myself...

The waves that took you from me are the deepest blue.
The deep blue that mirrors my tears.
...

how you made the water smooth
so still even when my ripple moved
I can never know

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We wandered through the umbrous lanes,
my lonely thoughts and I,
and caught the breeze...

We tried to heal what we once had
Over the weeks I started feeling glad
You told me you...

I nspired by Neil Diamonds beautiful song “Hello Again”
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Hello again, my loves, I’m...

Of the name for years
I have longed to call
"Child" has been justly kept.
All that I...