Loss

She’s haunted by a sense of futility
in everything she does. I wait
to be told I’m worthy....

Lol just another chronicle in the epic dude love from some years back, when I was really really dumb lol....

Written for a contest once. The theme was what would successfully put you in a mental institution. Always...

the room is cold
the fire long ago dead
I will clean away the ashes

get it alight...

We bury her in the dark, noisy sanctum
near the air conditioner. The earth
so hard and dry it...

What my black heart held dearly
will haunt me into the afterlife
with its absence.

©...

With consummate ease, you toyed with my emotions.
You have taken me down a road never contemplated...

when did you die
I have sat here
watching without looking away
and now you are dead...

Long days without a word
No spoken sentiment shared
No written countenance sent their way...

For Just One Moment, your were all mine,
I felt your warmth, for Just One Moment in time,
I...

I wanted you to inhale me-- euphoria
like toxic smoke of a cigarette
for that's how I am...

Solitude is a curse, they said
but amongst four walls
I sat ecstatic
colluding with my...

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For our precious Angel Nico, who floated to Heaven 28 months ago today
.
I still...

What is this black sea then;
flowing in our midst
the darkness that tethered our souls...

My words flowed beautiful once
even to the envy of a few
hubris it is not;
but a...

Wave upon wave of
Muddied darkness crash upon
The foreboding cliffs of the
Narrow...

Once a week I will return, to the streets by our old house;
The ones you walked for eight plus...