Mental

Tonight
Is my sin
But im
Feeling ok,
I feel
Drowsy
But
I...

There's something called Panic Disorder.
It haunts me with my every blink.
Sometimes I can't...

A lone figure traversed through the busy crowd
Amongst the chatter it stood there, not making a...

Crackles impinged on
debased walls shine
mortifyingly- this dark
glint rectifying...

Stop staring
im not a lump
I'm not orange
I'm no trump
I'm more like gump...

The boy in the trolley
metronomically rocked,
Didn't appear to care.
Shoppers stare,...

I stare at the walls
Painstakingly white
Color, Color on the wall
Why'd you have to...

I remember a time when my thoughts were drowned out,
when my very being was no longer present....

I'm program to think the way they want me to. I'm controlled by a system that don't give a damn about me....

My mental illness is inside me like the helium in a ‘get well soon’ balloon.
It fills my entire...

Deep inside the belly of this beast
Demons dwell and monsters feast
Wearing human faces,...

Books, Books and more Books...

New Editions...

New Facts...

Books written by...

Depression...

Anxiety...

Suicidal thoughts...

Doctors...

Psychiatrists...

The light through the window on their face's
Lighting up illness
In all different places...

I mark my skin,
Once for being a fuck up
Two for having dreams
Three for looking...