Rape

here is a Rape poem

see you might think
“Oh god heres another one, feminazi, help me that...

Being a woman in a world of misunderstanding the basics of abuse
was traumatizing from the beginning...

I remember
When all I had to protect myself from
Were the monsters
Under my bed...

In preschool, my parents began to notice my generalized anxiety.
My mother had to come with me to...

This young girl was of only nineteen
She had a beautiful two year old son whom she had to feed...

I remember clearly the times we just hung out over coffee or a drink...

The hours passed quickly...

There he goes, the sexual beast, he wants her but he wants no beef.
Ever since he stepped in...

I loved you
as I drove past the house where I thought
I was going to be raped,
and you...

Who was I before?
I remember bits of me but I'm not the girl who used to be me.
She's gone,...

He’s a predator
Likes girls half his age,
Puts on the pressure
He thinks it’s charming...

I turned the radio to a volume that created an ambience towards my lobes
A significant wave of white...

Hands.
God, I hate hands
Your hands
In the right places
In the wrong places...

Weak and shaking
Tears endlessly fall
This is the night
Where it all went wrong...

The only light comes from a bulb hung high
There's two closed doors, that lock from inside

...

my mother asks me
on a regular basis why
am i so goddamn scared
of everything
...

I wake up to a world of wickedness,
where societal issues arise hopelessness.
Violations...

Reannens a nut
Her heads a fucking mess
She thinks life is worthless
She has no self...