Struggle

My fingers are so itching to create
you'd think I'd be use to the itchy
I wonder if anyone...

Gripping fear,
troubled thoughts,
bound in chains ,
I feel lost,
can't swallow...

Dear coffee, I would like to thank you
For all that you are to me—
A sweet-smelling, steady...

Running through a battled poppy field
Feeling the brushing of honor
Blood spilt dad told me...

I watched the stars yesterday. I wondered who I am, and who you are. What I wanted wasn’t real, it wasn’t...

I’m overloaded,
Shaking, scared and afraid
Feel like I’m being stabbed in a cage.
No...

Passing by dark planes, nothing seems to be at all sane and the sky continues to lose its flame.
I...

The creature from my past

Rises up and takes hold of me

It pulls and takes me under...

He holds me so tight I feel like I'm trapped. Trapped in this little world where only he and I exist, yet...

I recently went on short-term disability
My mind was screaming with stress
and...

Screeching, scraped, cut & crawling notes of old strings,
An aged instrument, how much could...

Needles in my belly, Needles in my belly,
To keep me alive not dead,
Needles in my belly,...

My body barely standing
My heart hardly beating
My feelings overwhelming
My life...

It's a silent dismantling
A tearing of the soul
A silent devastation
As loneliness...

Let’s burn away, into dusk-red tinctured night;
when the city lamps are soft-yellow quiet,
...

A flood of emotions
Unsettle my mind
Like troubled waters
Left behind
Thoughts...

Her eyes, deep brown with a taste of gold
her hair like amber, and her hands so cold
...