Struggles

It is time I think to move on from here
I'm beginning to outstay my welcome I fear
Shame...

You only live as long as the last person who remembers you.
Negatively impacting your own life...

It is no longer possible
or desirable
to walk the empty street

For the quicksand...

The temper is upon me
It jumps on my lap like a screeching cat
I jump up and bat at it...

So the apple asked of the tree

Why do you let go of my hand

Watch me fall to barren ground...

And the light said...
The dark is my brother
And must be nurtured and protected
At...

Through the vicissitudes of a life rife with lonely wanting
My path was lit from a spiritual place...

These easy peeler satsumas are a downright lie
Can't take the peel off however hard I try
...

Who am I –
a man or boy
in a world of real
or a world of toys

I look down...

"There’s mystery behind every closed door, no one knows what goes on behind it. You are what you see, but...

Tinnitus :(

“Sshhhh can you hear that engine sound ?” she replied tho I listened very carefully,...

Blinded
by one's
Self seduction
Warrior
To the infinite
Tower
Of...

Judiciously – hangs overhead
One is the lesser portion
Like when the thunder breaks the cloud...

Build up walls of sins,
Carry me to bed.
Shield from darkness,
Protect me snake....

I may live again, but I won't feel,
As I lay gentle, heart missing,
In this coffin, death is...

As if adrift atop saline black as night,
I Wander in thought, my true expressions disguised,...

The Older I Get
The more I want to die.
I'm not quite sure how
And not quite sure why...