Suffering

Whispers
Collide in my head
As I try not to cry
Whispers
Want me dead
...

Ugly said the tone, a bruise to the heart.

Worthless same voice same tone bruising confidence....

Time has passed by
Years have come and gone
Now, old and grey
I'm still trying to...

I lye here thinking, breathing, wondering about depression , its no ones friend, its an enemy like a...

My heart wants to be free of it's misery,
My mind wants to rewind all the time.
My heart...

Do not tell me if you killed yourself your bestfriends would not sit at your lunch table for 3 days staring...

The suffering
In the cemetery
You can feel
The smell of death and
Grief...

Little Owl

Little owl, what is it that we search for?
The forests' whispers are unsure...

When your heads messed up and you don't know what to do, don't do nothing stupid just try to think things...

Would your cupboard go bare if you give one slice of bread?

Would your pocket go empty if you gave...

I’ve been locked in this circular
Box
Feels like years but only days
I keep hitting...

The time I am beginning this is 1:17am.

I am in a friend's bed. She's sound asleep beside me and...

The threat of pain and tears to despise
The taste of suffering, lapped from dreaming eyes
I...

The blade of fire
Gray and dirty
Warm down his face, neck, shirt.

Fragments after...

To the Cosmo family:

Georgie is very ill. Whisper a prayer for her

Get well soon Mum.... We...

Sickness
has bathed me,
death beckons
at my door.

Hammers
in my head,...

I often wonder just me and my thoughts alone.
I wonder every minute if you made it home?
I...