Suicidal

What is the point in being strong
What is the the point in carrying on
Why was I always in...

I laughed with chaos on my lips
There were races like that
In the books I read
Maybe...

Dark memories, dark feelings and dark thoughts.
My world has become a prison of dark ess.
...

The razors edge sharp and cold
My hands tremble and i fold Applying pressure sure to break
...

She is the rising of dawns
created yawns

She wears the crows in knotted scorn
She...

There are times when things get rough
There are times when things get rougher
There are times...

It's time;
Time I tell everyone how I truly feel.

The struggle is real,

I just wanna...

One, one cut
Blood drops into the water
Two, two cut
Palms turn crimson
Three,...

I have a bottle of pills in a drawer in my bathroom just in case
Just in case the waves of panic in...

took my eyes
so I wouldn't be recognized
keeping still on a whiskey frozen morning
...

time is frozen in the cold
drifting dark on the moor
ghostly wet this heart I grew
...

standing by the ocean watching every word
perhaps the ocean is watching me
footprints over so...

Sometimes I stare down
At icy water
Feel the cold
In my spine
I do it so often...

Don't follow me around
I still pray over the Angel we drown
hunched under deaths painted...

I peel the skin from my face
need to see the mistake underneath
I wear darkness as the first...

I hate your chuby face and ratted knots of hair
I hate the way you love and freely hand out your...