Suicidal

When it stings
it's the best letting yesterdays blade rest
Self-destruction comes with no...

You've dared to say I'm selfish,
But you only want me here,
For your own benefit.

You...

Self-portraits hang
where the lovers laid
corn crushed sheets
weeping into that other...

Relived
It wasn’t wished for,
It wasn’t asked, it wasn’t wanted.
It wasn’t denied....

Spiders
clinging static in earthly charge
watched

as he watched
dribbling his...

Swaying heads
from starving beds
drift into solitude
amongst marching ranks
in...

She was the one who took the pills out of his hands, she was only 11 years old

I was there......

Blood on my eyes
words scratched
sunken chests of spoken heresy
pointed apology...

I got these thoughts in my head,
Voices saying that I should be dead.
Pain from the...

Pale and limp on the floor of the shower I lay. A site that can only be described as a murderous scene. I...

I shall e’er weep for thee,
‘Neath willow melancholy.
Amidst mossy stone,
Grave...

(poem)

By the time you read this
I will be dead:
I've decided my life has no worth:...

Shiny
brittle
thoughts
never dance inside my head
youths distant shout
...

Hungover hanging from the branch
nearest the burning sun
broken down where the gutters swear...

how you made the water smooth
so still even when my ripple moved
I can never know

...

Stranger day

I watch her fold her fingers
into some forgotten child's game
an...

Don't tell me secrets that I sold
on the corners neon soul
kicking piss stained concrete...