Misery

Sometimes I wonder
whether my presence matters
Clinching my teeth
to not shout out my...

When I saw the news I thought it was a mistake
Fifty thousand pounds for a wedding cake
...

All those years of being loyal and submissive
To a man who only cared about money and himself...

I fell sleep reading one DEANS poems,Had dream I was walking down
a country road blue skes little...

"I've always dreamed of my own sailboat,
going without a destination and into the sea
fear...

My life has never been okay
Everything i say or do was never enough
They hated me so much...

Heroin is my common name
Brown, Scag, Smack it’s all means the same
But some call me Horse as...

Lazy light of dawn arises with sleeping shadows fading fast, as everything in life is not meant to last...

Their is so much beauty in my sadness
Yet so little in my smile
So over time, after a while...

I am with people who I know love and care for me.
They are my dearest friends and family.
Yet...

If the devil knew my melody
He'd stay away
He'd say this troubled man never needed me
...

Friday, 4th May 2018
Today, I don’t know how I’m feeling.
Is everyone against me,
Or...

Indescribable yet frightening
Beaming with pride
Radiance disguising
A monstrous storm...

Beneath the ivory moon
Cradled in ebon cocoon
Cadence tis Borealis light
Shadows...

Fine,
I feel fine.
But if i was really fine,
why would i shed these tears?
They...