I Want To Be A Ghost

Let me go to a mirror and I am invisible 
No one can see me but they are right beside me
I fade in and out and mostly in ones dream
The shadows on the wall are those of dammed
What happened the past is why I am here
Let me be free of the night when he entered the room
Let me be free of his hands that touched me where he should not
Why can ‘t I erase this disgusting thing in my mind
I just want to be a ghost and
haunt those who have hurt me and have loved me too much
to forget me
I am a ghost demon of the power of redemption 
Escape my powers and engage in the forafter those eternal