Let Me Free

My fantasies 
Aren’t a tall man
With a shallow heart
Laying in my bed
My fantasies 
Revolve around 
The shit that’s in my head
Nightmares so loud 
They almost seem real 
Too scared to open the door
I must stay concealed 
If only they knew 
What I keep hidden inside 
Why the sun stopped coming out
Why the flowers all died 
For once in my life
I’d be able to breathe 
If I just let the demons out 
That live inside of me
They consumed my soul
And turned it dark 
I’ll never be the same
They left too deep of a mark