Silence Is The Loudest Pain

Numb, the tingle in my veins 
Dumb, like rain on a sunny day
Rise, I try to tell myself to do
Lies, the pot continues to brew 
Heavily, the weight lays upon my chest 
Heavenly, always day dreaming about rest 
Deceivingly, I give up once again 
Easily, I let the thoughts run in my head
Loudly, the voices ignite up like a flame 
Blindly, I watch as the targets miss my aim
Grow, I try to push right through the dirt 
Row, as the creatures in the water all lurk 
Enough, I say, as my head spins fast
I’m tired of this 
How much longer will this last 
I’ve breathed my last breath 
Bury me in the past 
Where I’m always stuck dwelling
Under that one oak tree
If my thoughts stopped speaking 
How much happier would I be