Sunshine

A nickname that used to
Bring a smile on my face.
Your laugh that used to make 
My heart flutter. And the face
So pure yet so evil.

The sweet words slowly 
Turning into pain with 
No escape. Waiting for 
A moment you’d call me yours.
Ignoring my fears for a 
Chance to hear your voice.

Madness without a remedy
Such a sweet cover for a 
Bitter taste. Wanting you has 
Become a routine. A bad habit 
That I don’t want to remember. 

No matter what I do no matter
How much I try to deny you’re just 
Not the one I should love
Not the one I should share my 
Happiness and my sorrow with.
Lucifer set me up on a trap 
And a sinner like me took it 
As if my life depended on it.

Now your here the punishment 
For a crime I didn’t commit.
Sent to brake my heart into 
Dust. My numb self just watching 
Not being able to resist. My lips
Once again craving for a taste of yours.

Sunshine that devilish word 
A mark that will always remind
Me of you.