Ugly

I hate looking in the mirror
i hate what I see
i hate that I’m so fucking ugly

i try not to be pessimistic 
but I can’t help but think
the first thing people see
is how ugly I am

i can’t even explain 
how I look
its embarrassing to be me
We aren’t created equally

i can try my hardest  
but I won’t be
ill never have somebody love me
because they won’t like what they see

Walking down the street
i avoid my reflection
not looking 
Is my deflection

but still I can’t escape it 
I’m ugly on the inside too
everywhere I turn 
all I hear is me