Was I An Easy Target

No support from you. No help for what I was going through.

Even a little sympathy would do. Who needs enemies when I have two faced friends like you.

Your head must be in a spin from all the lies you are spinning. Till you can’t even remember what is true.

I did nothing to you. I am sure that you’re insecure or you woulda found something else to do.

You wanna know where I been. I am not hiding. Looking after myself. Looking after my health. It’s more than I can say for you.

Most of my life I’ve been rotting on the shelf. But I can only blame myself. I let you hurt me but maybe that was so everyone else could see.

You pushed me down and watched me drown and smiled happily.

My life isn’t easy. I get my ass handed to me repeatedly. I know nothing comes easy. Especially from people that don’t even know me.

And I take it cause I’m gonna make it.

You can’t cut me down, I’m a wave.

You can’t burn me, I’m water.

I’m a fighter, I’m a survivor.

I exist peacefully. No more drama for me.

I’m nobody’s doormat, you can be sure of that.

I don’t rely on you, not that I ever could. You're a user in more ways than one. 

I’m everything without you. Just so it’s understood.

Your true colors can’t be immediately seen. But they seep out of you every time you are mean.

You’re rotten on the inside.

Tarring people with the hatred you feel, because you have no pride. A long time ago the good part of you died.

You like cutting me down for a thrill. Maybe it’s cause I’m better than you and you hate it, cause there’s nothing you can actually do.

All I ever wanted was to be a good friend.

It’s bitter pill to chew. No matter what people do that’s all I have for you.

You can’t cut me down, I’m a wave.

You can’t burn me, I’m water.

I’m a fighter, I’m a survivor.

I’m a writer.

You don’t dictate what I do.

One day you’ll get what’s coming to you.