Absence

I`m drowning in sorrow and despair

Mourning, I hide my tears

As you are no longer there....

To my Andrew,

It`s so hard to live without you

My tears flow every day.

Especially...

you're seen as perfect
when you did everything wrong
and im seen as weak
when i just...

If we could talk In person things would be different

The love that we had wouldn't be diminished...

No words I write can ever say
how much I miss you everyday
As time goes by the lonliness...

Shadow of a man

I don't know if what I'm about to say may will mean much to a lot of people or not.

But I think I...

I want to destroy everything, I would like to wreck everything and pull my heart out just to make it stop...

We will remember you all by candle light

We will see your shadows on the moon.

We will...

Depression is a self destruct sequence that makes you feel more than low
Some of you may and some...

How it feels to have no mom
Knowing that she exist
Just not in your life
Knowing that...

I watched a child's balloon
float out of hand~lost
thought of how much we've drifted,
...

Alone again, I watch the passers-by's.
Up and down these lost grey halls they wonder.
From...

Dust on the window ledge,

cob webs, coward behind my door,

these are some, of the unspoken...

Complete epiphany you've rendered me
A glimpse at what my soul can't see
You replay every...

Tears shall run quickly

Drenching her soft perfect skin

Shivers chill her spine.

...

My rucksack of make believe

Is soon to run out,

But for now I will spend.

The...