Abuse

At the bottom of a bottle floats a fabricated smile; An inebriated mask to wear for a woman in denial......

Tightly it wraps as relapse elapses, fast, oh so fast a disastrous mishap. Light it up, smoke it--smoke...

(not really, but just wanted
to get your attention.)

Thus "NOT FAKE," but
poetic...

All around me
My oppressors mock
They talk so loud
Invading my thoughts.
They...

Call the police.
Tell them your problems.
Red light flashing.
Hoping to come save you...

What If
The knife sliced through the wrist.
blood, hot and precious streamed out.
two...

Cold air whistles acquainting
me with Arctic Blast, when
roundly forcing acquiescing
...

(Verse One)
A million eyes stare at me with despise A million lies swarm about inside my mind...

It still remains silent
The broken history of our trauma seeded into the roots of our youth
...

Watching your family become dismantled
Is heartbreaking enough for your soul to see,
Watching...

I’m a girl in world
thats filled with sorrow
so I cry and say everyday
"i'll cry again...

"May I go to friends birthday party?"
No big deal.
"Starts at four till ten"

"Sure...

I hurt as knives push through me.
I hurt as vile words are said.
I hurt like hearts breaking...

Despised and rejected.
While charm is deceptive,
Leaving hypocrisy grieving.
Guilty...

A warm embrace.
Like a knife to my throat
But if I say no; will you leave?

Arms...

The Never Ending Love

I always pictured us holding hands
together wherever we were.
...