Abuse

It's been almost 3 years
Since you've used your fists to paint
The colors of a painful past...

Unanswered questions weighing heavily on my mind,
Endless time I've spent wondering why I been so...

If I should die
Before I wake,
The Lord shall find
No soul to take.

For my...

Everyday i died.
Everyday i doubted
Everyday i felt insane
Everyday i lived in fear...

In the winding wood's of Caroline
there on pathway's up and down.
Nestled neath the pines and...

Mommy dearest
Why did you always lie
You told me that you loved me
Then you changed...

You're back.
Why?
I left you.
You cheated.
Why are you back?
What is...

The storm is coming.
I can feel it on the edge of my mind.
The clouds of the other grow there...

The reaper happened upon a young girl
She seemed to be lost, distracted from her place in the world...

I remember being four
And being tucked into bed,
By my mother with a story
To hush the...

I am a survivor of life's many tornadoes.
Thee eye of the storm almost had me twisted
in an...

I understand, why I am lonely
I couldn't face my fear
I passed up every chance to love...

From inception there were
reservations.
Warnings to contemplate self preservation.
...

I was something kept around
Something to be used
I had no other purpose
Than to be...

I apologize for everything,
For things I've never done.
I'm used to feeling the pressure of...

Why do you pick and prod at me
Bitter pills you force down my throat
Like I’m the one that is...

These are the things that mold and shape you
Like hands; molding clay
You're forever changed...