Addiction

So many insecurities,
They may eat me alive.
Don't know the reason,
I've always...

Does this ever happen to you lot out there?

A poem enters your thinking from out of nowhere...

The clouds of darkness that rain within you are necessary to water the seeds of true happiness for without...

My Wish

If i could have just 1 wish
my life would be total bliss,
i wish i could...

To not be in control of my own body and soul
To beat my addiction is my huge goal
Due to my...

How it would feel to be in control
To be in control of my body & soul
To awake each day...

Dear drug,
I will not introduce myself as you know me so well,
The day I met you my life went...

No warmer gift than snow:
more beautiful than a fire’s glow.
Id’e rather freeze in god’s...

Just for a moment,
My son sleeps peacefully.

I see my sweet heroic little boy.

He...

Been a problem from the start
But I was thinking with my Dick and not my heart
Well at least...

It means that I am no longer loved by that person,
Only hated no matter how hard I try.
I am...

When it rains it pours 80 proof
In a deluge it's 100

And I have been caught in that
I...

My mouth gets dry
when the topic arises.
Soft as you are,
it would cut me apart...

The reason for the drugs is the pain.
The reason for the pain is the lies.
The reason for the...

grateful for life so make the most of my days
floating like a butterfly through gods bright sun rays...

When will this nightmare end
Heroin is my best friend
In all my nightmares
He answers...

DRUGS . . .

Drugs give you the ultimate high make you feel you can touch the sky
but in the...