Addiction

A bottle to hold you through the night
Reach out for a cigarette and smoke and think
Staring...

I love to watch you dissolve,
Your particles cloud this once clear water, filling it with a blizzard...

Brother I love you so . Your asleep on your feet , noding off standing in my doorstep . I want you to have...

I want to unwrap a gift for my daughter.
Sometimes we need our special surprises early.
I...

The condensation
Of the oversized bowl glass
Seduces my mind
And my palm
It...

Perhaps we can get together before regret . Your working long hours to forget . I sit here and chill out...

Why can't I stomach this?
just why?
I used to love the smell and taste
But now, it's...

Walk through my shoes
before you pass judgement on me
only then make your decision
...

Don't understand me
dont approach you see
Take the bullying and try
Not to let him see...

Staring at that one photograph, the one that makes me laugh, the one that draws a tear,
Drinking to...

Don’t tred on the back of my palms with your souls,
Allow the bleeding flesh to tear beneath our...

Upon poised to strike unsuspecting prey
oft times myself she doth cannibal eyes
everything...

"You are worth it,
even though all this trouble you've faced,
might not be able,
to be...

"I'm seeing reality for what it is.
Why was I ever frightened,
of any of this?
My...

You keep calling me back,
even though I let you go.
I'm trying to stay on the right track,...

I've been smoke free two months today.
I haven't smoked and I hope that's how things will stay....