Addiction

Memories of a little boy, innocent, but traumatized
A mind very young and gullible, free but...

My head filled with thoughts, like an overflowing bathtub
A constant war between me and I
...

I ride out my days
without the spur and climb,
the loss or sadness.

But yet, I am...

New Years, say cheers.

Celebrate traditions, a new start.
The time of year for a change of...

In the Wagon was where we first met,
I asked you for a quid and your pockets I jingled,
We...

Touching you destroys my soul.
Kissing your lips is heaven.
I am like an addict.
With...

"With drugs,
the dynamic,
was panoramic.
They were all inclusive.
Not one of...

"Now is the time,
to get clean,
and stop living in,
your using dream.
It will...

"It will never get better,
unless you put drugs,
and the bottle down.
I know you've...

"Be not of this world,
of what the flesh desires.
Because it may start,
innocent...

Today we spoke,
Small words
Meaningless to you
World shattering to me.
My heart...

"After all these,
incomplete thoughts,
and my own contradictions,
I have given up,...

"Life is better,
without addiction's misery.
All of that,
is now,
an ancient...

"You should be,
overjoyed,
that you're sober,
that the nightmare,
is finally...

its a peculiar feeling to be consumed by nothingness.
to be crushed by void and have what isnt steal...

"It's time to stop living,
in the land of the dead,
and make everything right,
with...

"How much do you,
deserve a wonderful life,
and an even more wonderful,
beautiful wife...