Alienation

As I sit here conflicted without a plan to return
To what is mine what little I've earned
I...

death sweet death nothing left but a murmering mistress
As God as my whitness she has defiled my...

Hey Dad can We stay?

of course you can Kids!

But Mummy said No?

i will ask the...

​​​​​​the feeble mind
does not understand
the damage caused
they cannot undo
...

As I stare out the window
​​​​​​where do the thoughts go?
I'm just staring blankely...

I'm alone
My thoughts keep me company
Sometimes they are fleeting
Not always lucid...

Soon I will see my children,
Christmas once a week.

Soon their voice will be heard,
...

The smiles on their faces.


A shine in his dark pupils.


Passerby screams and nothing could...

Do you have a screw loose or two in your head?
Why do you leave your trash all over that bed?...

On the edge
Lost at sea
Can't make a dream
Reality
Wish there was a waterfall...

The more you tighten your grip....
the more they will slip through your fingers....

It...

I go into and out of grief
Sometimes with no one watching
Sometimes where tears are forbidden...

Bring me the sunshine, let its rays sink into me. The darkness is pulling me deeper, so deep, I can hardly...

Oh judge of all the earth
my father since before my birth
the outcry we are pleading to you...

I'm falling out
misplaced by myself
Often in my head

Time gone
Feeling so...

I get the feeling I’m unwanted from almost every part of myself. I walk into a room and my own reflection...