Alienation

I go into and out of grief
Sometimes with no one watching
Sometimes where tears are forbidden...

Bring me the sunshine, let its rays sink into me. The darkness is pulling me deeper, so deep, I can hardly...

Oh judge of all the earth
my father since before my birth
the outcry we are pleading to you...

I'm falling out
misplaced by myself
Often in my head

Time gone
Feeling so...

I get the feeling I’m unwanted from almost every part of myself. I walk into a room and my own reflection...

Sing
With
Us
:
Who
Is
This?
:
Upon
This...

All my bridges burning down
burning down, burning down
all my bridges burning down
...

Late at night the pain comes back
My dark thoughts come out and stay
All I want is to fall...

I waste away from
everything rotting,
to the Floor, fasting
life choice's yet
...

My eyes look at me,

strength and spirit I see,
an innocent face,

A sly cheeky grin...

Scales that are black,

seem tarred to the back,

Spark in the distance,

never look...

I'm sick of being tired
I'm sick of being wired
I take a pill to stay awake
A pill to...

The glowing ember of my cigarette
Is a light in the darkness
The ash clings to it
As...

The fortitude of insanity
Is not to be contested
In life or death
As we welcome...

Comment:

I wrote this after a typical morning fighting my computer. I sent it to Microsoft...

Maybe I'm a different breed
One that sees things to clearly
Maybe I'm an alien
Sent to...

Your body is not who you are
just a prison
soaked in poison
bathed in scars
you...