Anxiety

The twitching eye
the trembling hand
as the mind draws the soul
towards the quick sand...

Too busy running
too busy working
too busy living
forever the fool.

Too busy...

My mind is a dark place to contend with each day.
While raising my children I locked these thoughts...

People come and go she said to me
but why do they go because I cant see?!
I rationalise...

I'm sorry I wasn't perfect.
I know I was incorrect.
What did I do wrong?
Why can't I...

I’m determined to hinder, unbeknown yet cinder,
Smouldering in ashes I await to be engulfed,...

Inspired by Silent Dreamers 'Anxiety'

I’m sick of this shit, I’m done with it!
I’m gonna...

It starts off slowly
It takes over every sense
Every bit of clarity you have left
It...

just when a ‘we’
becomes ill-defined
we look up to the valley
and down to the sky...

Panic
As my chest begins to tighten
Trying my best
To breathe
Just breathe...

IM SITTING THINKING OF MY DEAREST FRIEND
I REALLY AND TRUELY HOPE HES ON THE MEND .
HOSPITALS...

What a surprise and what a shocker
I don't have the key for my dear old locker
All my stuff...

What I hate most about bedtime,
Is that I am all alone,
Theres no talking, or laughter...

She laid there, eyes too blue,
To see through; classic 3D glasses smudged with ketchup from a hotdog...

This feeling makes me unsure.
Everything is a blur.
I’m unsure of which feeling a prefer....

I'm going down, nope not yet, just around and around. Always around, around this whirlpool that I swam...

I can’t sit still.

No.

Really.

The stillness aches more
Than the constant...