Body

The Big Bloat

It’s Not as easy
As you know
Food is legal
And can get
It...

Listen...carefully,
and ye kin hear
the muffled (dollar us -
dolorous) sound ache...

One major advantage
since receiving
social security
disability ah...dunno,

...

When I wake up in the mornings
I try not to look in the mirror
on my way to the bathroom...

In hospital,
Laying here in pain,
thoughts rush round my sobre drugged up brain.
to me...

‘Dammit & bletherations’
I’ve just went & knacked me back
Was only getting stuff out...

I saw something strange in hospital today
A man joined the queue outside the eighth bay
The...

Be Pressed By A Dumbbell

Two fifteen pound
steely danse sing
wrought iron dumbbells...

Inhabiting my world is me, it's all I see
The clothes I wear, I don't share
I eat for me, and...

I wake within a new dawn,
As I am born into another day,
I know I have to look,
As it...

I know we haven’t always gotten along, I know I haven’t always been kind to you or treated you in the way...

I’m a railway car filled with tar.
I’m splashing and staining.
Covering up the scars.
...

I want to unstitch my body;
pluck each perilous dome arrested
in envelopes on shaking caverns...

I cry and crawl and scream asking for help
We can’t do more than this - they say
You gotta...

Fuck off
get on your knees and beg
you cocky shit
What you get the last hit
My...

When I was 12, I dealt with an eating disorder.
I dealt with anorexia again at 15.
Today, I...

Estrenar is the act of using something for the first time.
Do you mind if I use you ?
You...