Body

Catch my breath with yours... slowly feeling each moment. The forces driving inwards, spreading wildfire...

The Big Bloat

It’s Not as easy
As you know
Food is legal
And can get
It...

Listen...carefully,
and ye kin hear
the muffled (dollar us -
dolorous) sound ache...

One major advantage
since receiving
social security
disability ah...dunno,

...

When I wake up in the mornings
I try not to look in the mirror
on my way to the bathroom...

In hospital,
Laying here in pain,
thoughts rush round my sobre drugged up brain.
to me...

‘Dammit & bletherations’
I’ve just went & knacked me back
Was only getting stuff out...

I saw something strange in hospital today
A man joined the queue outside the eighth bay
The...

Be Pressed By A Dumbbell

Two fifteen pound
steely danse sing
wrought iron dumbbells...

Inhabiting my world is me, it's all I see
The clothes I wear, I don't share
I eat for me, and...

I wake within a new dawn,
As I am born into another day,
I know I have to look,
As it...

I know we haven’t always gotten along, I know I haven’t always been kind to you or treated you in the way...

I’m a railway car filled with tar.
I’m splashing and staining.
Covering up the scars.
...

I want to unstitch my body;
pluck each perilous dome arrested
in envelopes on shaking caverns...

I cry and crawl and scream asking for help
We can’t do more than this - they say
You gotta...

Fuck off
get on your knees and beg
you cocky shit
What you get the last hit
My...

When I was 12, I dealt with an eating disorder.
I dealt with anorexia again at 15.
Today, I...