Brain

Upon awakening earlier today
(May 26th, 2020)
felt utterly fatigued without fail
...

As I drifted in and out of sleep I saw and counted loads of sheep
They grazed upon the meadow dew...

Bye...

Sparrowsong where are you going?

Heidi and I are going shopping...

We have a...

Overthinking thoughts
Magnifying muddlements
One’s noggin is in knots
Baffled in...

My cupboard
is full
of festering rotting things
the fridge
full of curdling...

Once I sparkled like diamonds
But now I'm as dull as coal

Once my spirit danced with dragons...

Sometimes I’m me
Sometimes I’m not
I often feel free
Who I am I forgot

Full of...

Unravelling an entanglement, paperchases poking my mixed up mind..ruminations of rationalization, muddled...

Oh how I miss my memories, those happy days I shared with you..I always dig them out again whenever I feel...

has committed selfish acts . Begged someone to live when they wanted to die . Begged someone to stay when...

Eyes weary
body shattered
Mind whirring
thoughts mattered
clock ticking
...

Adherence regarding credo
to finish reading arbitrarily
self selected book beginning
...

Silence whispered in my ear I never knew it spoke , I opened up my mouth and laughed as silence told a joke...

"This is right,
this is the fight,
that's always worth fighting for,
because we as...

"For days I have been mourning,
my drug of choice,
even entertaining in my brain,
it's...

"I am slowly,
dismantling my brain,
to find in it,
the start of this pain,
that...