Darkness

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A poem from 1985...When medical madness entered my life. 2015, I take back my mind and life....

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My life is like a games of cards,
Spades or even poker.
But I always lose in every way,...

The shades that steals even in the day,
Even one of us is a prey,
It will never sway,
...

I awake in the morning, but what for? Yes I have depression. Is there a cure? If so, give it to me now. I...

I've wondered about the faces, you know...
In the silent nights I've trudged along
The...

One day I'm smiling
The next day I frown
Why does life always bring me down?
Cold as...

In death I talk
I see faces these sad replacements
Of love and light
Won't thee divide...

How can I think
White when the
World is so filthy
When from the pages
Of my...

I feel my heart turning black
coated with lies, evil ties to
the past which haunts me
...

The scent of blood,

causes movement in the waters

a cold wind stirs the restless waves...

I awoke one day in a sort of way

That kindve feeling I can't explain

I was drained no doubt...

Dark winter bleakness

Bitter cold through her bones

She lies there half dead...

As these midnight tears engulf me,

the thought of you surrounds me,

and I scream at the...

My heart is sold to the mother of the dearest chemical.
mother meth I'll always love and dine every...