Depressing

Upon reflecting with misty eyes
childhood days of yore
the mantle of anticipatory
...

I remember being told I'm not good enough
Writing trying to seem tough
Writing to get rid of...

Oxygen removed from the air.

Heart beat as loud as thunder.

Nail beds raw.

Voice...

Ruminating, while rustling, and roping
regular riff raff galore
with deliberate intent tomb...

I’m damned if I do, yet I am damned if I don’t, I feel like I want to, but I know that I won’t.. will...

Lately my thoughts I’ve struggled to find
Hidden away inside my entangled mind
Once a soul...

I am living life on a drugs ridden estate
Hardly inspiring dear friends and not really great...

Emma-Jane is her name,
But lately she hasn't been seen.

People call for her,
And get...

Last night I dreamed of muted sounds
where echoes have no end
Which came from sorrow's people...

What does the word love do to me?

Well...

It makes my chest feel tight,
And I...

A giant looses his empire....
Another one bites the dust
Unemployment rises higher
...

Give me some love,
Some recluctant,
I can’t hold on,
anymore.

Devastated,...

walking in a cave,
because seeing your light.
lights out and lost,
just a joke to you...

It’s raining it’s pouring
It’s getting rather boring
my husband’s lying on the sofa
...

Each day I wake wishing it'd be my last,
I cant see a future or forget the past.

I lock...

I've grown convinced,
That there are signs covering my body,
That only I am incapable of...

Grey is the drab colour that I feel
today, tho I reckon I’d be tickled pink if this dismal rain...