Depression

I'm sorry for the words I'm about to say.
By the time you read this Note I'll be far away.
...

Having high functioning depression
Is like walking around
With your head in a fish bowl...

It’s that time again,
The time where green turns to brown,
Brown turns to white,
And...

My thoughts are like the ocean they push and pull me in deeper into a dark mass of nothing but openness...

I'm tired yet I won't sleep
I see no point
I am not hungry
Food has no point
I...

Deep inside the belly of this beast
Demons dwell and monsters feast
Wearing human faces,...

Who am I
But a walking corps
An echo of the some-day-dead

Who am I
But a...

Homeless
Alone
No streets paved with Gold.
A frightened young child, barely Fifteen...

Perspective
Ajla Mesinovic

It's called love

Fathers and mothers
Growing up...

Caught in mental atrophy
motion stagnant…time ill-spent.
Hiding from unlimited possibility,...

The top of the roller coaster has no thrill.
Winning the jackpot brings no rush.
Jumping off...

You have no idea
How much I want to,
Need to,
Rely on you.
I want to reach out...

I am Pablo Picasso.
I envy oblivion and agony as if I didn’t feel it within myself
but just...

Sometimes,
I wish I was sad again.
But not like actually sad.
I spent too long
...

Depression...

Anxiety...

Suicidal thoughts...

Doctors...

Psychiatrists...

The air attacked my very lungs
Each breath a painful struggle
My eyelids felt so weighted...

Explaining depression to someone isn’t easy. It’s like explaining to a child where babies come from. You...