Depression

Whats the problem? Im having a mental breakdown major crisis
how long you been feeling like this?...

I don't really know what to say
Tis never a peaceful day
enclosed by my fear
...

I don't really know what to say
Tis never a peaceful day
enclosed by my fear
...

My mind is 'out of order'
A momentary malfunction
A nightmare jamming the cogs
Like a...

Sensitive as i am to your corruption
Benign recognition of your lies
Invisible to your...

I breath you in like a cigarette, I exhale you like a toxic fume, you keep me addicted to the high you...

The girl in the mirror,
look at me and smile,
"He will never want you" She says,
I try...

My mental illness is inside me like the helium in a ‘get well soon’ balloon.
It fills my entire...

Seems I’m stumped. stymied
Word fumble from my lips
Inane mumblings tumble from my mouth...

To you, my eyes.
That is what I gave you.
It was all I could.
Emily Rose—
I...

My choice
My voice
I choose when
I choose how
Maybe tomorrow
Maybe now...

its a peculiar feeling to be consumed by nothingness.
to be crushed by void and have what isnt steal...

If only, only you could see
This phoney darkness inside me
My happiness oh how it bleeds...

Life's a struggle in my own mind,
I can't love you , I have no time,
Too consumed in my own...

I'm sorry for the words I'm about to say.
By the time you read this Note I'll be far away.
...

Having high functioning depression
Is like walking around
With your head in a fish bowl...

It’s that time again,
The time where green turns to brown,
Brown turns to white,
And...