Depression

Maybe I am tainted
A canvas not yet painted
A shell of who I once was or yet to become...

One who swings up and down,
Moods to hear as the sound,
I live with compulsions to tame,...

I can't breath chest is tight is this death?
Ready to end it all these thoughts of living without...

There's a storm outside and the storm in my mind still has yet to die. My eyes feel heavy along with my...

Thoughts, shameful, inky black
Through my blackened heart snakes another crack
Is this...

Worthless
Lonely
Misunderstood
Wishing this pain of self-corruption
Would...

I write to the weary heart.
The one whose intentions know only love
but whose mask never dare...

Depression was my home,
A place I walked alone,
Just wandering in the dark,
No light...

Al~Khul
"Spirit possessing body"
Describes it quite well don't you think?
For He hath...

Can't help the feelings
Inside my head
There are some days
I wish I was dead

...

I wake up and darkness has hung her heavy mantle o'er my shoulders
It weighs down my thoughts...

Letting the water run over my head
I close my eyes I keep seeing the dead
I see Brian and my...

Push on forward
Don't look back
The past is waiting
To attack
The present...

Her mind was Bedlam, teasing and taunting her relentlessly.
she grew up, her mind was a landfill of...

What if Everytime you cried yourself to sleep it stained your face.
How many people wouldn't go out...

Forevermore.
Living life as an afterthought
I drift as if I am eternal flotsam
...

Some demons hide
Under the bed
Not my demons
They hide inside my head

They...