Depression

I don't need food
I don't need sleep
Or water
Or the light of day

I'm just too...

A leather jacket to keep the rain of judgment off my shoulders.
drawn out black eyeliner, fiercer...

Why must I lay here and cry?
Feeling sorry for myself once again,
An emotion I'm too familiar...

I lie, wrapped in inertia
Clouds of melancholy enfold me.
I have fought with Demons
...

All I want
Is one day to be free
Free of the demons
That crucify me

Free from...

A spanish guitar isn't the only sound that serenades, it's guns, tanks, troops and holy grenades
The...

Depression is a heavy thing
A lot of people face
The fight is never easy
But this...

I am trying to live my life
I am trying to not pick up the knife
For if I do
I would...

Why am I like this?
Why do you act like you care?
Why do you look and stare?
Why don't...

You scraped out what was left of my guts and you called it my soul,

You smeared me on your palette...

Blackness is swallowing me whole.
My left eye seeing zigzags and floating black spots.
You...

I have a recepticle
call it a bag
it doesnt exist in
the physical
it sits on my...

The police came to take the murder weapon away this Sunday,

I told them to send their strongest...

Stained
Marked for misery
Stained by memory
Enclosed,never free
Welcome to what...

Maybe I am tainted
A canvas not yet painted
A shell of who I once was or yet to become...

One who swings up and down,
Moods to hear as the sound,
I live with compulsions to tame,...

I can't breath chest is tight is this death?
Ready to end it all these thoughts of living without...