Depression

Unshackle me from this illness
An affliction that torments my soul
It puts me on edge I'm as...

I scream, every night in my sleep.
I ripped my heart out and still expected it to beat.
I can...

When you love someone so much but don't want to be near them
When you miss someone so much...

I stand alone on broken legs, which soon will shatter into glass,
I dare not say the reasons why, or...

I'm never the one people notice,
I'm the breeze in the background,
Always there but never...

I once saw the world in colors
And always felt safe under the covers.
It was magical,...

"How are you?"
Deep breath.
Smile. "I'm fine."

"What's wrong?"
He noticed....

You’re gonna lose.
And I say this in the most unpresumptuous way possible.
Because I’ve been...

I can pin point
Down to a millisecond
When I could have saved face

But that pin prick...

It’s as brief as a rise and fall.
You named the saint, so now the sinner’s crawl.

I’m an...

I wrote a letter one time , it was personal from me .

It spoke about how I was cracked like glass...

One day I was feeling blue.
The next its all gone, maybe you healed my wound.
The first day I...

The weather has turned again
today it's a torrential downpour of tears
dark gray clouds of...

It's a silent dismantling
A tearing of the soul
A silent devastation
As loneliness...

Yes, I have a lot to say in poetry because I'm socially retarded I stutter, I stare I look disinterested...

There's a man
Tearing me apart
From the inside
Out
Nothing's good enough...

( Another poem from years ago from dark days )

You shouldn’t wish your life away,

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