Depression

The weather has turned again
today it's a torrential downpour of tears
dark gray clouds of...

It's a silent dismantling
A tearing of the soul
A silent devastation
As loneliness...

Yes, I have a lot to say in poetry because I'm socially retarded I stutter, I stare I look disinterested...

There's a man
Tearing me apart
From the inside
Out
Nothing's good enough...

( Another poem from years ago from dark days )

You shouldn’t wish your life away,

...

I'm just like a clown,
always faking a smile.
Not allowed to look down,
not for even a...

A love so dry as the leaves on the ground
It hurts me just to hold your clammy hand
I try to...

Time. Time is a man made thing and if you really think about it, we have no concept. Especially when were...

This fire does not need blistering branches
just fearsome demons with flaming glances
It cant...

Hello. My name doesn't matter for I'm searching for a high, it doesn't faze me if I die. I lie, cheat, and...

This year has been wasted due to some tears and some hatred.
I fear im a replacement to those who...

There's this constant fear, not of pain or death, but of judgement. So often feeling the stares of others...

Whispers
Collide in my head
As I try not to cry
Whispers
Want me dead
...

It is cold as night
The day has run out of sun
My brain is numb in thought
I am lost...

Sometimes this world can seem so dark and gloomy.
It is then that you must not succumb to the misery...

i'm not okay, and that's okay.
i have depression and i'm not okay, and that's okay.
my brain...

Her fake smiles,
Her bruist wrists,
Her bruist wrists,
Her dull eyes.
The...