Despair

Lovely healthy heartbeat, I can almost hear the pitter patter of tiny feet
You have a strong baby in...

Mirror mirror on the wall
Who will catch me when I fall
Who will hold me heal my pain...

Listen to the silence, watch the flickering flames, I'm sitting in church alone, and it's peaceful once...

Death and despair,
Heavenly lies,
You pay the price of silvery lies,

To die or to...

My Torn heart,
When did it start.....
about 12 and a half yrs ago,
when my life had a...

What is it I’ve done in this life to deserve all this physical pain and mental hurt?
Why can’t I...

Sometimes I feel like killing myself,
Perhaps an expression of my mental health
I am reminded...

Switch on.
I switch off.
Tell me who I am and what I should be.
Switch on.
I...

Whitney took me to her apartment
it was very impressive to see
she had pictures on the wall...

Oh and I'm the only one with the memory
Cause you were drunk, yeah you forgot me
And now I'm...

Like a shadowy ghost from a forgotten past,
joy, passes me by.
Touching my shoulder to...

A delusional
Fictional depiction
Of accintrial unconventional
Alluring affliction...

Withered leaves,
swirling in a virulent vortex —
trapped by crumbling, ancient walls....

Wait. Wait. Wait.
It's far too late
Lost on a path of my own design
Wandering...

Here in this house of glass I stand
Gazing with dead eyes
Upon the beautiful lush land...

People make plans and these plans make these people.
through life experiences,
and where they...

Stain my sheets with red regrets
Crimson lakes and streams of sorrow
Cultivate to a suicidal...