Despair

Every day my days get colder and colder

I never see myself being older

No matter how hard I...

Your words became the thread that strung
the stars in skies so blue.
That represent the fifty...

I BET YOU,VE NEVER SEEN !
A PAIR QUITE LIKE THIS !
SWOLLEN AS FUCK
& FULL TO...

Darkness overwhelms the air,

As I fall deeper and deeper,

The overlord of despair,

...

They areny just scars
They are the demons
That I fought at 3 am
They are my...

like a tidal wave it hit
me, washing away any
bit of reality I had left.
tearing away...

The same path, this wearisome road
The repetition of addiction beginning to goad
First the...

The Hawks-

they circle above

scouting out

a dead animal;

or me-

for...

I hear a noise
It taps and taps
First once then twice
It taps and taps
Then...

I've stepped in and fastened the belt really tight
I'm on the the ride, the ride of my life
...

Loved you then, love you now.

Found your voice, throughout the wind.

Smelt your scent, with...

Dark clouded thoughts are dashing round in my head

Should I end it all – would I be better off dead...

The pain, the hurt, the misery
The non stop existence of each within me.

From day to day, i...

January 15th 1947;

Asteroid Juno viewed in the night sky

for the first time in 40 years...

Darkness....
It's all i see
No light in sight
During the day i put on a smile
...

Major depressive disorder
Anxiety disorder
Anorexia nervosa disorder
So many different...

No words of expression
As I lay dying cold and bleak;
At a loss for imagination.
I...