Fear

The legs started going,
Kept awake with water,
Breathing,
Arrogantly telling myself...

Explosion
Heartbeat drops
Life stops

Is this reality now?

I was in a tawdry bar,
Or public house,
Being threatened,
For something I’d done....

I am often told, that I settled for fool’s gold.

As if I wasn’t aware, but I no longer cared....

No Demons
No Threats
Lifting my hands in church today was just me confronting my fears...

Emotions
run deep
when memories
emerge
concerning
the
"...

Something’s wrong and I can’t
Quite put my finger on it
As Autumn progresses
And the...

When I'm alone sometimes
I contemplate death
What would it smell like-
roses, or...

You told me that your name was Maria,
And that you came
From the Netherlands,
But you...

She knows the rules,
i submit my own rule
walking under its cool
strong in her cruel...

D o you not see?
E veryone is dying
A round me...they're dying
T wos and threes; one...

Perfection lies
beneath the imperfections
of life itself.
It appears
when you...

How rarefied the air must be on the pinnacle you occupy.
Where, looking down on lesser mortals...

Who said you could die?
I know it wasn’t I,
In my heart you are always alive.
As I...