Heartache

I had flashbacks of the day we first met
The nickname I gave you
The kisses you blew and I...

Did I ask for to much?
Was I greedy in wanting your attention?
Was I unjustified in calling...

He text me today mom, he’s funny but we’re just friends,

We went out today mom, he’s so kind and so...

I can fight for you.
I can spend everyday battling this war,
I can scream the words written...

If I wanted to feel what I felt right now, I’d impale myself on an Icy stake
If I wanted to cry as...

I gave you my heart, I should have known that you’d break it,
I gave you my time I should have known...

It pierced my chest,
I felt it in my spine.
I’m short of breath,
Well I guess I don’t...

You say that I'm the reason,
our relationship has come to dying.
But I'm sorry I must...

You broke my fucking heart
And it’s hurting more and more everyday
I wish that night I met...

I miss you.
Tremendously,

immensely,

insanely,

miss you.

I miss you...

I bathe in pain and trauma.
I wash my hair in contaminated waters.
I scrub my body with guilt...

I've seen my love atrophy

Now all that remains is a skeleton of what I had

Wasting away,...

It's one of those parties I don't want to go
Where boring people will be on show
They will...

I see the way my mother
Grips everything around her,
Fearing it might slip away.
She...

There's a cottage on an island in a Loch,
Soot blackened, crumbling, forlorn, aloft;
Where...

Your words they softly spun
around my heart,
as they warmed me,
like a fire on a cold...

December 17th 2013
A marked moment in my personal history.
The demise of a marriage it was...