Innerstruggle

Within that darkened cave where Fafnir waits
(Corrupted subject sprawled across the hoard)
A...

As wind-song whispers secrets through the leaves
And Odin’s ravens counter one another
A...

Always hyper, full of life’s imaginations
Speaking a mile a second
Never quite growing up,...

They say it's easier to ask for forgiveness than to ask for permission

So we make mistakes with...

I wish school didn't exist. Not because I don't like to learn, or liked the little bit of friends I had. It...

Blue ominous clouds
With tears of blue rain
Blue floods of emotions
Not easily...

I feel like I'm sitting in a dark pool of water;
half-dressed.
Fragments of my mind swirling...

She’s haunted by a sense of futility
in everything she does. I wait
to be told I’m worthy....

(circa 1996)


No cursing.


No drinking.


No...

Rejected by my mother

She inflicted so much pain

Why do I want her so badly

When it...

Cracking Consent

No.

Have you heard of it?

It's the dark empty noise we call...

I can't stop running

But there's no place to hide

I can't drown it

I can't keep it...

Family.

Family is supposed to be.

This unity.

Full of love and security.

A...

I guess you get to a certain age

When you feel old, worn-out and tired

But please don't die...

Emptiness, completely engulfing A longing, yearning so deep, It scares her.

With sad eyes, teary,...

Yes!

No!

Why?

Now!

Where?

So many thoughts, oh, how idle mind drops...

My Suicide note

Thank you for the Laughter thank you for the pain

The work you put in will...