Innerstruggle

Today I saw a broken rose,
It's petals all torn and brown,
The colour had faded from the...

Within that darkened cave where Fafnir waits
(Corrupted subject sprawled across the hoard)
A...

As wind-song whispers secrets through the leaves
And Odin’s ravens counter one another
A...

Always hyper, full of life’s imaginations
Speaking a mile a second
Never quite growing up,...

They say it's easier to ask for forgiveness than to ask for permission

So we make mistakes with...

I wish school didn't exist. Not because I don't like to learn, or liked the little bit of friends I had. It...

Blue ominous clouds
With tears of blue rain
Blue floods of emotions
Not easily...

I feel like I'm sitting in a dark pool of water;
half-dressed.
Fragments of my mind swirling...

She’s haunted by a sense of futility
in everything she does. I wait
to be told I’m worthy....

(circa 1996)


No cursing.


No drinking.


No...

Rejected by my mother

She inflicted so much pain

Why do I want her so badly

When it...

Cracking Consent

No.

Have you heard of it?

It's the dark empty noise we call...

I can't stop running

But there's no place to hide

I can't drown it

I can't keep it...

Family.

Family is supposed to be.

This unity.

Full of love and security.

A...

I guess you get to a certain age

When you feel old, worn-out and tired

But please don't die...

Emptiness, completely engulfing A longing, yearning so deep, It scares her.

With sad eyes, teary,...

Yes!

No!

Why?

Now!

Where?

So many thoughts, oh, how idle mind drops...