Innerstruggle

Please her please him,
Must never live in sin,
Rat race run, rat race done,
Wrong...

Try as I may tho I am totally stuck!!
I rattle around in my imagination yet I am thunderstruck...

She's not the angel that you think,
All the words she says are lies,
She's an ugly mother...

I have a pain in the neck that is driving me mad
It hurts like heck coz it is very bad
...

I have been to the busyness but I am not a city girl
Where one is just a number with everything in...

Fluoxetine sun beams
Pierce like sharp crisp shards
of winter sun
Penetrating &...

It was one summer's day
When I went away
I didn't go to play
And I didn't get much of...

I’m surrounded by people
Only I feel so alone
A world where my thoughts overtake
Every...

I stand here in front of the world
A mask hiding my face
Concealing the hatred within
...

“Just a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down”
No it dam well doesn’t I fret and I frown.....

-‘I’m the happiest depressed person you’ll ever meet.’ (Poem below is based off this quote)

“I...

I see not through, the pain of truth
God does such doom forbid
And in my despair, I find...

A lack of common courtesy
It makes you realize your own worth ...
When people cannot be...

She ran headlong
To catch all the fault now there
Found it in a faded heart
That beat...

I have searched amongst the cosmos
And all the mountains high
But cannot find my little doll...

Is it a cage in which we sit
Hemmed in by insecurities
Loneliness and angst
Searching...

Lord...
​​​​​Let the hurricane rip me apart
Let the volcano cover me in ash
Let the...