Mind

My own head a war zone,
Myself an enemy, A killer that I face, My own mind trying to murder me,...

How I wish you were right
With your prescriptions and lab-coats white
A case of delusion,...

In times of discontent
Some pious tears a closing eye requires
The soft quiet of near repent...

I need help,no I’m okay
You know what just go away
I wanna ask for help
But it never...

For a moment
I was going to just dance,
but then I knew:
my mind is out of phase...

I sat meditating
On the deepest subject matter
Guessing
Of each greedy hand
...

In brain lanes
a mouse running
to nibble a poem
or a memory
the cat is sleeping...

It's the worst kind of anxiety.
You sleep peacefully,
I lie here disturbed
by...

Derelict mind
With eyes like marble stone
That gaze into an unknown space
The blight...

It’s been about 2 weeks since I’ve gotten any sleep
The nightmares, the pain, the terror, they cause...

Amidst the many mysteries of my muddled up mind

All mixed up and somewhat entangled, but yet still...

What can what can I said said inside my head
I will show you what I see horizontal things and...

As a white tower standing,
as if guarding the mould,
gills ready to spore the world,

...

As my detailed life ebbs and slips away,
My mind takes sample pieces of things; to play.
It...

Words to seeds
as
mind to ground

green mouth - green thumb

Spoken to planted...

As the darkness sores upon my cold beating heart,
And the sudden feel of fear tears me apart,...

Awaken, the third eye,
Man's vestigial light organ,
And the universe
Will whisper her...