Sad

When I was a child
My mother would take good care of us
And make sure we were clean and fed...

Caught in a spiders stare
the cream static paper
awaited her slit vein
too pour those...

When did I go into the Bermuda Triangle
Without a tour guide?
Leaving the ordinary behind....

Surreal and solemn crown and bough,
Despair and sorrow incessantly flow.
Hidden amidst eerie...

Growing up in an abusive home
difficult on the heart
I tried to maintain a normal life...

I tried, and tried.
I still make little efforts.
I gave up,
love, emotions, pain, time...

Scars paint pictures.
Every stroke precise.
Heavily covered up,
Leaving smartly...

Right now we're in the high...

Yet, there's so much depression, sadness, and enough woes to create...

I've lived through many seasons
Some through love but most through tragedy
My body has become...

The feeling's genuinely fun
To let all the water run
To let the tears fall
Even though...

All broken segments falling.
leaving scattered mess.
unable to mend,
causing...

I thought about the dream you had
The one with me and the cats.
The cats...
They are...

Right look captured?
Take one, about a million.
Lights, camera, action.
Insecurities...

Words can cut like knives
leaving such a bloody mess
Overthinking, overanalyzing
...

Cradled in fear, anxious disdain,
Humankind actually causes me pain.
Terror in rain and...

zulfan lehra gaya khiza bahar kar gaya
ek nigah idher kiya aur bejaan kar gaya

andhera...

ek qafla mai shamil hu aur jaye jaa raha hu
la maqsad hu fir bhi talash-e-manzil ko ja raha hu...